What´s real?
- Eugenia Tovar

- 3 ago 2020
- 3 Min. de lectura
Sometimes I feel full of power and other times I just feel power less.
Life is about changes, we are continually changing while we are growing up, but anyways we still get afraid about changes.
I do, I love changes, I'm fascinated with trying new things, but anyways I still get afraid when I'm taking some important decisions.
I know, it will always be the right one, but anyways, I get these feelings and emotions.
Looking back my life I feel so grateful for my path, for sure it has been full of challenges but all them bring me to the place I'm now and make me become the person who I'm today.
But, who am I?
Last week I was struggling so much with this question, since I got immerse in a spiritual world. I feel different everytime, but still I feel the same.
In a moment I got lost, "if this reality is just happening in my mind", what is reality about? How I can relate to the people if I'm the only one generating this whole world? How I can difference what I can feel or sense with what is and invention of my mind, actually everything is an invention of my minfd, because through my mind I can give "words" to what I experience, but what is "true"?
The "truth" is different for everyone and that's right, but that "your truth" is different doesn't mean that is less true or "real".
The existence of an outside world doesn't denige the existence of the others worlds or dimensions that you are able to explore.
YOGA means union, YOGA claim you to find your own truth and behind this truth you could probably find your own way of living and interacting with the people and the rest of the world in this embodiment reality.
Today is full moon and I know you can do your intentions and generate your way through a "better" life, whatever it means for you in any moment and in any ways, but there is something special about the "rituals" and for sure about the moon, so I invite you to take some moments for redraw your life and for merge with the power of the universe.
This universe that I was doubting about it existence before, but since I connect again (through my senses, my whole body -physical, emotional, spiritual-) I realize that it actually exist and is not just an invention of my mind, I felt the rock in my hands, I felt the water in my skin, I listened the river through my ears, I listened to other human being and I hugged and felt with all my being the vibration of the soul, the energy that generates two souls when they realize that are connected. I saw the fishes and the beauty of the nature, I felt the freedom of moving my body and the fear of loosing it while I was climbing, I was needing to connect with the death to realize that I'm alive, here and now. And this is the only real thing that I can experience, being in this moment, every moment.
Believing in my sensations and trying to be brutally honest with myself and others, embracing the vulnerability of the uncertany and hugging my fears and darkness the same I do with the love that I'm able to share.
So, I don't know what is in your mind right now, I believe in the power of the telepathy and that things that are mean to be, will be, but I also believe that we have this body now in this reality to express ourselves and reach out whatever you feel is your mission about.
Feel love, enjoy love, live love, be love.
And also surrend yourself to all the experiences and emotions that you are able to go throgh.
And I'm still talking to myself...
Make the peace with your brain, even when is sometimes creating stories that could may be never happen, anyways they are fascinating stories, that I'm sure if you fully believe, later or sooner it will become part of the world that you can actually see and touch, in the midlewhile you will be able to feel it anyways. (That's amazing, isn´t it?)





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